jumaat yg mencemaskan..

jumaat 25/12

we went out around 3 pm.. tp kejap je pon.. hubby nk beli 'grilled pan' so we went to Lulu Hypermarket..(kami sgt teruja tgk koreans yg slalu mkn bbq.. hehe.. tu yg teruja nk jugak wat camtu kt umah)

masa hubby dok kusyuk usha brg yg dicari itu.. aku dok layan ateef yg dh stat boring lam stroller. bile dukung die.. then i realize bdn die sdikit panas.. so inform hubby n we decided to see his paed..so first call FMC (Future Medical Centre) nk tanya paed tu available ke tk. call punye call tak terangkat.. pastu br teringat, its friday.. klinik kt sini smua tutup..huhuh

balik umah n check his temperature its 36.1 degrees.. so kami pon tkder la risau sgt.. n aku ckp kt hubby "kite tepek koolfever jelah dulu, esok pi klinik" .. lagipon ateef aktif cm biasa..still bleh gelak2..membebel sorang2..

tp bila dh mlm.. die stat jadik manja..merengek je..nk kena pelu..nk kena dukung..kjap2 nangis..kjap2 bleh plak gelak.. then check skali lg his temperature.. 36.6. degrees.. dh naik sket.. aku pon dh stat risau.. so lap bdn die ngan wet towel..

1 am - tibe2 je ateef stat menagmuk..tido taknak..susu taknak.. nangis jee.. tp bile aku suap air suam, benti nangis n minum.. (kiutt..hehe).. then sambung nangis balik.. with high volume ye.. kuat gile.. muke pon dh stat merah.. n bdn die sgt panas.. mcm2 aku try pujuk tk jadi gak.. time aku dok bz layan si ateef nangis hubby dok bz try call hosp.. eh bukan hosp, tp Peadiatric Emergency Center..nk check bukak ke tak.. (kt sini ada one emergency center yg mmg khas tuk bdak2 jek..bgus kan? sbb kitorang tk pernah pegi situ n tak tau center tu open for 24 hrs ke tk) tp takder org angkt plak.. si ateef ni plak lagi lama lagi kaut die nangis.. more to menjerit pon ada jugak.. agaknye die tak selesa sbb bdn panas sgt kot..huhu.. tp kami masih maintain cool.. lam hati Allah je tau betapa cuaknye aku..huhu

kt sini kalau nk dapatkan service kt any hosp or healt center run by gomen, kita kena ada Health Card.. tp kami tak sempat lg buat card tu tuk ateef sbb visa die still under process..huhuh.. tu yg risau tu takut emergency center tu taknak terima.. tp aku ckp kt hubby kite pegi jelah dulu.. kalau diorang bengong tknak terima then we go to Al-Ahli Hosp (private hosp)

1.30 am - bile naik kete je, ateef terus diam.. as usual die mmg suke naik kete.. it took us 10 minutes to arrive at the center.. mujurlah tgh pagi buta..so takder trafic jam.. masuk2 nurse tu tanya what's the problem, then hubby ckpla ateef tibe2 demam panas, pastu die kasik boranag n suruh register dulu.. n die kata takpe takde health card pon as long as we bring his passport..sebbaik..

lepas register, terus jumpe nurse lain n die check temperature thru his butt.. sblm ni kot ketiak jek..kali ni kot bwh..apa lagi, ngamuk sakan la ateef.. br je baringkn die, dh stat nangis2..alahai..sedih aku tgk.. nurse tu mmg struggle nk amik suhu bdn ateef.. so aku pegang tgn, nurse tu pegang paha..n it's 39.9 degrees.. tinggi kan?huhuh.. pastu nurse tu terus masukkan paracetamol kot bontot.. then timbang berat ..dh 7.5 kg.. =)

pastu jumpe specialist plak.. nangis lg ateef ni.. abih basah muka ngan air mata.. doc check hidung, telinga n anak tekak.. doc kate smua ok..takder poblem..demam je. maybe sbb environment..lg pon br masuk winter.. anak sy ni terkejut ngan weather changes kot.. huhu

then, lepas amik ubat terus bleh balik.. alhamdulillah.. kol 2 pg dh bleh balik.. sebbaik la cepat je kt emergency center.. takder la terhegeh2.. nurse pon rmai.. smua laju je buat keje.. time tu ada la a few patient..tp smua smooth je.. ada jugak dgr bdak2 kecik dok nangis.. tp smua tak bleh lawan suara ateef..hehe.. anak sy mmg champion kalau bab2 menangis ni..

kol 3.30 pg.. barulah si kecik die tido.. br lah lega rasa hati...

and now .. sunday 27/12 @ 12.30 pm.. alhamdulillah.. ateef dh sihat.. yeay!!!

pagi jumaat .. masa ni ateef still sihat

ptg.. br blk dr Lulu.. masih mampu gelak2..

the electric grill pan we bought on friday.. dirasmikn on saturday..hehe..

my dear amal..

we were rummie n osmet for 3 years in Melaka.. and we are frens since our 1st year in MMU, from 2000 till now.. almost 10 years now..

i've been following her blogs for a few months now.. so i know what happened to her abah.. even though we rarely met after graduation..

last thursday.. anne sent msges thru ym saying that amal's abah was getting worse.. so i quickly text her saying that i pray the best for her abah n family.. and she replied back.. 'tq..tolong sedekah al-fatihah'

friday morning..read che yan's status in FB.. amal's abah has gone.. forever.. and im totally blank.. dunno wat to do.. shud i call her? or should i just text her? .. after a long thought.. i just leave comment under che yan's status.. huhu.. i felt helpless n clueless.. wish i were in msia to visit her n family..

dearie amal,

takziah dari aku for u n ur family.. aku doakan segala yg terbaik tuk ko. byk2 kan bersabar n be strong.. knowing u for 10 years, i know u are a strong person..inside n outside.. i know how hard it must be for u.. it is really hard to go thru all the pain after losing someone we love.. i know.. (i lost me precious princess last year).. but everything happends for a reason my dear.. Allah lebih sayangkan abah ko and HE knows what's best for us.. u still have ur mom, husband, sister n brother... they still need u n otherwise.. they love u so much.. and i may never say this to you.. but i love u.. and i pray all the best to u n family n my biggest hope is to see u keep smiling n live happily with ur precious family..

-hugs n kisses from me all da way from doha-

broken malay..

as usual.. arini angah dtg rumah for his lesson.. eng n math.. normally aku ajar die lam sejam setengah je.. more than dat dia akan stat hilang tumpuan..haih

tp starting for today.. his mom asked me to teach angah bahasa melayu.. aku ok jelah kan.. lgpon kat sini mana nk blajar kan.. yg kesiannye, angah ni tk reti baca in bahasa melayu. y? sbb masa die mule2 masuk alam persekolahan.. die stat in international school.. so die tk sempat belajar kt msia.. learning how to read..umur dh 8 thn tp tak reti membaca.. kesian kan..

mule2 td aku test la his reading skill in b.melayu.. tp tunggang langgang.. smua words in melayu die bace lam english slang.. hehehe.. mcm mat saleh ckp melayu la lebih kurang..

contohnye..

biru --> bairu..

cawan --> kawan..

maka terpaksalah aku stat ajar die from basic.. huhu.. padahal kt skolah die blajar arabic n france.. tp melayu tk reti.. camne tu? tulah poblem some msian kids kt sini.. kalau sempat blajar kt msia takpelah kan.. kalau kes angah ni susah la jugak.. nk salahkan sape kan?

tp everytime balik msia parents die mmg antr angah pi one to one tuition.nk cover subjek yg die tak tau.. especially sejarah.. tu lg satu masalah.. kt sini subject history, content lain la kan..

even his brother, along yg dh masuk sek menengah pon tak reti sgt pasal sejarah malaysia.. huhu.. kesian la jugak..

family angah ni slalunye balik msia time summer (around bulan 6-9).. normally dioarng balik bercuti kt msia lama la jugak..berbulan2..sbb budak2 skolah kt sini cuti panjang time summer.. bukan cm msia cuti panjang ujung thn.. so masa cuti summer tu jela budak2 tu pi tuition kt msia.. manalah sempat nk belajar b.melayu n sejarah in 2 months kan..

n dis makes me think.. bila ateef besar camna kan? taknakla jadi cam angah, boleh bace in english tp fail b.melayu.. huhuh.. bukan nama Melayu la plak kan..

keje hubby plak tak menentu.. maybe in 2 or 3 years kena transfer lagi.. utk balik msia possibility adalah kecik.. tp kena stat pk btul2 once ateef has reached the age to enter school.. english is good.. but knowing b.melayu is a MUST..

takdek keje..

im not trying to be a girl.. ni smua keje mummy.. mummy boring sgt agaknye.. -ateef-

3 hours of waiting..

ini cerita isnin lepas..

had a medical checkup for my visa application.. bukan senang nk dpt visa ni. kena wat medical checkup ..kena byr 100 hinggit plak tuh.. tp checkup bukan kt klinik ye.. tp kat National Health Centre.. gile ramai manusia masa aku smpai..

smpai2 je kat situ terus ke tempat yg perlu.. it was divided into 2 section.. satu khas tuk maid2 sahaja.. n satu for family.. sebbaik jugak.. kalau tak jenuh la aku nk tunggu turn..

mula2 kena register.. minah arab tu ckp arab ngan aku.. sbo jelah..tk leh ckp omputis gamaknye.. aku iyekan je.. hahah.. ntah apa yg die ckp.. dhla die guno mesin taip arabic. mesin taip ye..bukan komputer.. lawak btull..

pastu proceed to next counter..kena byr seratus n dpt resit.. masa kt kaunter tu minah arab tu akan amik gmbr sorang2 gune digi cam.. yg ni pon lawak jugak.. bukannye die focus kt muka haku pon.. die duduk kt kaunter.. aku berdiri.. and kaunter tu ada glass as a shield.. so die pegang camera tu smbil duduk.. hasilnye? punyalah buruk gmbr aku.. bukannye nk amik gmbr
leklok.. sekadar cukup syarat kot..ntah papa..

mereka2 yg beratur tuk byr 100 hinggit n diambil gmbr senget benget oleh officer arab yg mcm pemalas..

then pi kaunter for blood drawing.. masa ni dh stat bengang.. y? sbb dtgla minah2 arab yg bising.. maklumla diorang jumpe sesama geng kot.. tibe2 je potong queue.. aku ni punyalah beratur.. padahal yg nk kena amik darah tu maid diorang.. sabar jela aku.. org lain yg dok beratur tu smua buat muka tak puas hati.. tp si minah2 arab yg galok ni buat tak tau jee.. aaarghh..tensen makcik..

dhla ateef kena dok luar ngan daddy die..takleh masuk. sbb khas tuk pompuan je.. men are not allowed to enter.. aku dok risau takut ateef lapar...tensen btul.. hubby lak called kate ateef dh stat nangis..tensen makcik..

lepas diorang hamik darah aku.. things got worse.. time for xray.. giley ramai orang dok tunggu.. aku rasa adalah lam 100 org beratur depan aku.. huhuu.. sbb ada satu je bilik xray.. ntah papa.. kaunter register ngan amik darah ada byk.. bilik xray ada 1 jek... huhu

dlm sejam beratur, dtgla sorang officer ni bwk kami yg beratur kt blkg ni ke bhg maid.. sbb kt situ tk rmai sgt yg tunggu turn nk xray.. yeay!! so i thot okla kan..sbb aku kira lam 30 org je depan aku..tp lepas ssetengah jam..smua org dh stat tensen.. smua dh stat wat muka tak puas hati.. apa yg lama sgt ntah..

dhla dtg plak mem2 besar.. (org arab yg kaya raya ni..) diorang potong queue..aarrghh.. tensen lagi makcik.. diorang selambe je masuk bwk maid diorang.. n bleh wat xray.. aduhaaii.. ntah papa la diorang ni.. ckp sepatah due ngan officer tu..terus bleh potong queue... sebbaik aku ni tak kena berdiri..ada tmpt duduk.. kalau tak lagi hangin..

the receipt.. tuan punya passport sgt tensen so amik gmbr receipt je.. tak kuasa nk amik gmbr muka sendiri

aku dok teringatkn ateef je..risau klau dia mengamuk ke..lapa ke..huhu.. after 2 hrs tunggu turn..finally bleh gak masuk bilik xray tuh.. bukannye lama pon amik gmbr xray..kejap je. tk phm aku apa yg lama sgt diorang buat aku tunggu.. huhu

smua settle in 3hrs..gila lamaa...

anak sy yg kepenatan n kelaparan, tunggu mummy tak siap2..smpai tertido

bulatkan? hehe.. dhla tido sambil main air liur.. hihi

time aku dok menghapdet blog.. si kecik ni dok layan blues atas sofa.. hehehe

hair loss??

last few weeks.. i watched 'The Doctors' pasal pregnancy issue.. n one of the question from viewer was about hair loss after pregnancy.. tp time tu stakat dgr jelah n take note..

skali.. it hapens to me!!!huhu.. dlm seminggu due ni byk plak rambut ku berguguran.. huhu. sblm ni mmg normal la kalau lepas syampoo ada la jugak rambut2 yg gugur.. but dis time its getting worse.. bukan takat lepas syampoo je.. bila bgn tido pon tgk2 kt bantal ada beberapa urat rambut tersadai.. huhuh.. lepas syampoo, adala lam segumpal rambut ku gugur.. adeehh.. risau la plak.. lepas sikat rambut tu takyah citer la kan..

tp still tk nmpk lg la effectnye kan.. luckliky volume rambutku mmg byk.. owh tp ku tetap risau.. doc2 lam 'The Doctors' tu kate its normal sbb perubahan hormon.. tp ni dh 5 bulan lepas bersalin nih.. naper br jadik kt aku? huhu..

dahla skrang ni si ateef suka benor tarik rambut aku.. huhu.. rambut daddy die taknak plak.. lagilah byk rambut ku berguguran..

anyone has any tips on what to eat so no more rambut berguguran?? huhuh..

december = winter = sale

december is here.. winter is oso coming.. and christmas.. and for sure SALE!!!!! hahaha.. cam kepoh je ada sale.. bukannye shopping sgt pon.. hihi

sejak jadik mummy ni..dh lama tk shopping tuk diri sendiri.. (except for my own bithday prezzie aritu..hehe) masa zmn mkn gaji, pantang ada sale..konpem shopping wpon hanya sepasang sandle..hahah..owhh.. sometimes i miss those time.. window shopping with frens n mengusha handbags + shoes n marathon movies.. how time flies...

and now.. mmg shopping tuk si kecik tu je.. =) tambah2 plak skang winter is coming.. so kena stat men'top' up winter garments for him.. my fevret part.. mummy n daddy die takpe.. gune je last year winter jacket.. setel.hehe

wpon winter kt sini takder snow,tp angin sgt seejuukkk.. specially at nite.. kesian ateef.. sometimes bila kuar jln2.. he had a hard time to breath coz the wind is quite strong n of cos sejukk.. so mlm2 skang ateef kena pkai long sleeves n socks b4 tido.. n blanket.. tp kejap jela tahan blnket tu.. die bukannye tido sopan santun.. boleh berpusing 90 degrees.. hahah

sebbaikla aku ni bukannye tido mati..mudh terjaga.. so kena slalu btulkan posisi die tido n letak blanket.. klau tk kesejukan la anakku itu.. last wik masa dok syok tido,tibe2 je dgr die merengek. rupenye bantal tido die landing atas muke die. caner ntah bleh jd camtu..punyalah tak dok diam time tido .. tp tetap maintain comey time tido.. mulut asyik ternganga jek.. hehe.. (smua mummy akan rasa anak die comel kan.. buatla apa pon tetap comel.. dh nama pon anak sendiri kan.. cume bile part die mengamuk tu ada sedikit tercabar kesabaran )

kami bertiga tido on the same bed..sebbaik king size, muatla kn.. still tk beli baby cot..tunggu die besar sket la kot.. tp still under consideration.. worth it ke tak baby cot tu.. kalau tibe2 en hubby kena transfer negara lain, susah plak nk bwk baby cot tu kan.. haih.. nanti2lah dulu..

arini anak sy genap 5 bulan.. alhamdulillah.. cepat plak besar hero mummy ni.. rasa cam baru je dok tahan sakit lam labor room... huhu

dh ada anak ni.. asyik blog pasal anak la kan.. pada yg blom ada anak.. tgklah nanti.. korang pon akan jadi cam aku..obsessed ngan anak sendiri.. hahaha